Actually not really my enemy at all… God's good and will do what's best and we're both probably on a goose chase anyhow.
Last night was pretty good, Dr. Reynolds spoke at WNL and did a very good job, the thing that really impressed me was how he handled Chris and Steven, they're not easy guys to have in an audience, I know, I've done it. So, anyhow… it was good, then a bunch of people came back to my house and we just chilled for a while, it was a good time it really was… Clay and I figured something out that we have in common that's not really a good or a bad thing, just a thing, whatever… I love the kid and it's not a big deal at all.
Earlier in the day yesterday I had discipleship with a whole group of guys. We're covering some stuff that I am really glad we are, it's something that I really do struggle with, the BIG L. Also, we're discussing some idols that we have that we keep "bowing down" to… we're putting in $5 every time we do… and I've not bowed since yesterday and that is a rare thing.
Now I'm going to email Lana, 'cause evidently she had a really bad day yesterday.
I talked to Brandy just a minute ago. Back when we started dating she didn't own a Bible so I gave her my old one. Well, now she doesn't want it because she "can't understand the NKJV"… I don't know but I think that it's probably more because of what has (or has not) happened between us… I just don't get it sometimes, she'll want to talk to me and just be a friend, but when she does then she's never normal at me… I know she's not like me and can't just ignore feelings that are still there, but I just don't understand. I think I value consistancy in myself (even though it's not always there) and I hate it when I see inconsistancy in someone that's close to me because it just doesn't make sense to me… yeah whatever.
Well, Carrie and I are sitting in one of the Mac labs trying to print up a prayer flier for Thursdays, but the stoopid printers in this entire building are all demon posessed
*OUT FOUL DEVIL SPAWN*
If we weren't here we'd be at Megan Moon's house (I think I am going to type that as one whole word from now on "Meganmoon") cooing a the baby that sprung forth from my future roommate's loins… well not his per-se but you know what I mean. I hate Macs, always have always will, well, I didn't in 3rd – 5th grade when that was all I knew existed and had enough fun just playing with fonts and the sounds, but I digress. Steve Whichimicallit (the guy that founded Apple) should be dismembered publicly and should be eaten raw by Bill Gates… you know because he'd probably die as well from food poison, too many nerd toxins could kill even him… but I am rambling and being silly….
<i>kill me please</i>