July 2003

July 28, 2003

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crap i haven't felt like updating in a while… a week and a half.

okay so yeah, 'it' two entries ago was that Carrie and I aren't dating anymore. we're still awesome friends, still talk… actually we're talking right now on AIM. it sucks, but here goes. the main issue is that i am just unsure about the 'relationship' right now, my feelings for her are still the same and i wish i were certain about, but i'm not and i can't drag her through crap while i'm piddling around with my petty crap.

that's been the biggest thing on my mind… really been kinda consuming, but whatever, there's other stuff going on.

so, i'm back from Ft. Collins. back in nothing to do Erie and i wish i wasn't so bored. i miss people, i miss being able to do anything at any time. i miss being able to have people call me to find me and hang out, and it's never ever been like that except for at CSU. i am sick of being the one that has to call everyone else to do stuff. people have my number, they just never call it… i'm always more than willing to hang out, watch a movie, sit at E&P or Perkins doing nothing, does anyone call? nope.

eff that.

see, i shouldn't have posted.

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sad/happy day

July 19, 2003

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Bill Bright, the founder of Campus Crusade for Christ, the organization that I work for and the organization that has shared the message of Jesus Christ with almost 6 billion people, died today. He died of Pulmonary Fibrosis.

He was by far one of the most influential people in the modern world. I never met him, but he has influenced my life immensly, I just pray that his entrance into Eternity was the same as Stephen's.

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July 16, 2003

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yeah, Carrie and I broke up, put it on the altar.

went for a run last night and talked at some point during it on the other side of the field on the other side of Moby. "If you're going to be unsure for a while now, then we just need to lay it down for now on the altar." or something like that.

The walk back was the most comfortable we've been around each other all week. Wierd, and good. Comforting.

So, I'm single again.

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July 16, 2003

ehh… <u><i><b>IT</b></i></u> happened. 6 flags was good today with the MidAtlantic team. It wasn't too awkward at all, as a matter of fact I had a lot a lot of fun, so that's a good thing.

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holy crap for crap.

July 14, 2003

it's been a WEEK since i last updated?! wow, i know i won't remember everything. this is what i have done though. friday the show was awesome, Scarlet was good and I like Evergreen Terrace a lot. I bought a CD and a shirt. Jon and James were cool, we hung out at Denny's afterwards [...]

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